“Unfilled”… feels like I have a
big hole on my chest that sucked all my energy.
“Love Hangover”… the
abstinence from the “Us”, all the efforts needed to deal with the emotions and my
deep thoughts are making me feel like this… doing my best to understand the
strange “humor flows” that I’m dealing with.
Smile and them sad and lonely,
positive and then stay emotional… feeling tired!!!
It hard, just wants to scream and
run far away from me, my thoughts, from this “emotional mood” that toke over my
“Sunshine”!
Want to call and say: Hey you
there… I Love You, I care, I feel… I “need” Us!!!
Can’t do that, so I write, it’s
the only way I found to speak to myself, to organize ideas and try to
understand my feelings.
Not going anywhere, just a “moment
feeling”, here is where I want to be, is the “home” I choose no matter what.
Please do not misunderstand
me… I do not regret anything, truly happy for being able to feel and sharing my
feelings and thoughts, myself… just learning about it.
My heart shot every time we
cross, who said: “Away from the eyes, away from the heart”???
Lie, it’s a myth… I never had
You so close, so present in Me!!!
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