“Love In Quarantine”… Day Twenty Five

With the days pass by, is getting “easier”, probably because my mind is in “peace” with my heart.

Is a journey, an experience into ourselves, when we allow our attachments came out and speak freely.

That “smog” is not here anymore, and now I can see clearly were I’m.

"Love In Quarantine"... Day Twenty Three

... HAPPY!!!

“Love In Quarantine”… Day Twenty One

Sometimes catch myself wondering how it will be, the “D” day? What will feel when this 40 days end? What in reality they will bring?

Of course that I do not have a clue about it, I just stand for half of the “question”, but is just for that “half” I do need to “work” with.

It’s important to understand and recognize that I’m responsible only for myself, my actions, feelings…, my Life.

Most important of all that, is having the experience of feeling complete, knowing that no matter what, I know more about myself, accept and respect all about it, that I’m proud of everything that I can say this is “Me”! 

“Love In Quarantine”… Day Eighteen

“Unfilled”… feels like I have a big hole on my chest that sucked all my energy.

“Love Hangover”… the abstinence from the “Us”, all the efforts needed to deal with the emotions and my deep thoughts are making me feel like this… doing my best to understand the strange “humor flows” that I’m dealing with.  

Smile and them sad and lonely, positive and then stay emotional… feeling tired!!!

It hard, just wants to scream and run far away from me, my thoughts, from this “emotional mood” that toke over my “Sunshine”!

Want to call and say: Hey you there… I Love You, I care, I feel… I “need” Us!!!

Can’t do that, so I write, it’s the only way I found to speak to myself, to organize ideas and try to understand my feelings.

Not going anywhere, just a “moment feeling”, here is where I want to be, is the “home” I choose no matter what.

Please do not misunderstand me… I do not regret anything, truly happy for being able to feel and sharing my feelings and thoughts, myself… just learning about it.

My heart shot every time we cross, who said: “Away from the eyes, away from the heart”???

Lie, it’s a myth… I never had You so close, so present in Me!!!

ILY...

8 Meses… 64 Semanas… 255 Dias… 6120 Horas… De descobertas, aprendizagem, sorrisos, desejo, imensas surpresas, partilha e dádivas. 
Poderia debitar aqui um milhão de palavras para descrever o que vivo e sinto, mas a verdade é que muitas vezes as palavras não descrevem com exatidão o queremos dizer… então limito-me dizer que estou grata, por Sentir e Viver os meus sonhos de menina/ mulher.

Agradecida a Ti por me receberes na tua vida, dizer-te que quando abres os braços para me abraçar, me fazes sentir segura, protegida, querida… por me aceitares tal como sou, sem filtros ou demandas quiméricas, por aturares as loucuras, os meus apegos e medos, gosto de ti assim… real, simples com tudo o que comportas, com o que desejas e és, no Teu tempo e espaço.

Não… Não estou a dizer que és perfeito, nós não somos perfeitos e eu, certamente estou longe de o ser.
Pelo caminho aprendi que podemos e devemos crescer com a diferênça, com o "novo", que a adversidade é uma oportunidade de crescer, aprender, de superar limites, de olhar a Vida de outras perspetivas e aos poucos, no Meu tempo estou mais recetiva a dar e a receber.

O meu maior desejo?!!... Ser ainda mais Feliz!!! 

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